Guessing my life is over anyways. School is going super so course, having a mentor to help me out with my classes and my goals for this semester. In other hand, my personal life not so well. My mom, I love her and I understand she worries about me. But there are times that she is too strict with me. She doesn't let me go anywhere I want with my friends. I know for a fact of that its sort of my fault because she doesn't trust me. I understand that I've so stupid things in the past to ruin the relationship with her. I'm trying to moving and leave and start a new life in which I could communicate with my mother everything that happens to me. I regret what I've done in the past, I wish I had a different life. I think that because I don't have a guy to love me, I was desperate for a boyfriend that I've done stupid things in which i regret in dearly. and god knows that. I feel bad for disappointing everyone that I know. I'm always with attitude, don't like talking to my parents, fighting my sister, I'm acting like a teenager. Why? I'm not 14,15,16,17 anymore so why am i acting like that. I need answers and help. I want to fix my personal life. :( but i dont know how.

Oh

Its the second week of school, wow how exciting. Not really. Right now, I'm located at the library, my class starts in a few minutes not really but whats the big difference right? Well today... I have to stay at school for 5 hours... because I have a class at 10 and another at 4 yeah i know super long what am i going to do. I might finish all my homework and just be on myspace right? what else is there to do. Is it possible for go home? I could go home but when I get there it's a hour and I have to go back school sucks right.

Skool Is Now In Session :D

Officially, yesterday was the first day back to school; it was the same, the same students and the same teachers. It seems that nothing has indeed changed. Maybe the classes, it seems a little bit difficult but it is not that hard. I have a class that has 200 students yep, large class; it is not a big deal. The class seems to be simple and hopefully I manage to pass it with a C. last semester I did pass the class but not a good grade. I having a difficult time with my classes, I do not know why. College isn’t for me. Today I had a class… phil 160 another class that I didn’t manage to pass last semester and the teacher in that class is kind of strict. Do you think I have a chance passing this class. Besides that today I have one more class to go, CHLS104 its like English well it is. LOL. Later PPL.

New President

Today is an important day to the U.S., we have a new president. It was a big day at Washington, D.C. I totally missed the speech. I really wanted to watch it but I was still sleeping lol. Well besides that, I'm getting ready to go back to school on Monday and also getting ready for tomorrow. I have to go serve my jury duty yeah. Not so fun right? I know, but I have to go. I dont want to get a fine. I've missed last December because of finals. So anyways... :D I'm too tired of writing. :D Uhhhh... what else to write. I dont have much to say only that I'm happy and cheerful. :D