Guessing my life is over anyways. School is going super so course, having a mentor to help me out with my classes and my goals for this semester. In other hand, my personal life not so well. My mom, I love her and I understand she worries about me. But there are times that she is too strict with me. She doesn't let me go anywhere I want with my friends. I know for a fact of that its sort of my fault because she doesn't trust me. I understand that I've so stupid things in the past to ruin the relationship with her. I'm trying to moving and leave and start a new life in which I could communicate with my mother everything that happens to me. I regret what I've done in the past, I wish I had a different life. I think that because I don't have a guy to love me, I was desperate for a boyfriend that I've done stupid things in which i regret in dearly. and god knows that. I feel bad for disappointing everyone that I know. I'm always with attitude, don't like talking to my parents, fighting my sister, I'm acting like a teenager. Why? I'm not 14,15,16,17 anymore so why am i acting like that. I need answers and help. I want to fix my personal life. :( but i dont know how.